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January 24, 2003

Revealing Your History: Sex, Lies, and Lies About Sex

REVEALING YOUR HISTORY: SEX, LIES, AND LIES ABOUT SEX
THE HOYA
SEX ON THE HILLTOP
JANUARY 24, 2003

In the city that counts among its most infamous sayings, “I did not have sexual relations with that woman,” the question “Do people lie about their sexual history?” should elicit only awestruck incredulity.  You’re kidding, right?

Of course, philandering Georgetown alumni aren’t the only ones with something to hide.  Undergraduates with their eye on the sexual bottom line often find themselves being less than honest—or at least far from forthright.
And who can blame them?  After all, your sexual reputation can affect everything from your ability to get 2 a.m. Booty Calls to your status among friends to the success of a promising romantic relationship.

It’s a high stakes game, and students learn very quickly that in order to compete they’d better have the numbers.  The right numbers, that is.  In a collegiate universe some lie up, others lie down (no pun intended), and a brave few wear their virginity with pride.

There’s no question that an “undesirable” history can lead to myriad consequences—including guilt, embarrassment, regret, a bad reputation, and feelings of inadequacy, to name a few. But ultimately, it comes down to fear of judgment. We’re afraid we’ll be judged—by our friends, significant others, parents, community … even ourselves.

Fueled by our persistent insecurities and uncertainties, questions and double standards abound. Will I be perceived as experienced or slutty? Virtuous or prudish? What is the “ideal” number—what is “appropriate”? Does it depend on one’s age? On how many serious relationships you’ve been in? On how ridiculously good-looking you are?

Everyone wants his or her behavior to be seen in the best possible light. But in the maze of sexual politics, the least complicated path might not be the naked truth. From discretion to deception, methods of presenting one’s sexual past to one’s sexual present rarely take the straight and narrow.

People can find grounds for shading the truth in almost any sexual situation:
  • “I lied to my best friend, because she’s so Catholic.  I don’t need another lecture on ‘saving myself for marriage.’”
  • “I was embarrassed to still have my ‘V-Card’ at the age of 21.  I thought, ‘What’s wrong with me? Why is everyone else having sex??”
  • “Yeah, I’ll admit it—I’m a man-whore.  Like, I’ll say that I ‘know’ a girl but not that I ‘know her’ … uh, in the Biblical sense.”
And then there are those unfortunate situations where you don’t need to lie and you don’t mean to lie but … you do anyway.

My friend Julie was so flustered when a prospective boyfriend asked her number that she blurted out, “Oh, I’m a virgin!”  She wasn’t.  After he went on and on about how much he respected her choice and how she was now “much hotter” because of the challenge, she couldn’t take it back.  As luck would have it, one of her friends, unaware of Julie’s newfound chastity, decided that the ride back from their double date would be a good time to joke about sex.  And how Julie had had it.

No matter, the guy was unfazed. “Honestly,” he said, “it didn’t really bother me that you were a virgin. But can we have sex now that you’re not?”

Julie has resolved never to be flustered—or go on double dates—again.

Others are more calculated in their hyperbole, although one of my guy friends earnestly insists “It’s not lying—it’s massaging the truth!”  From those that like to “pump up” their number to those that like to “take the edge off” their lengthy list of hookups, students span the Fornication Falsity spectrum.

One naïve girl I know is very careful not to date more than one guy in each “circle of friends.”  “That way,” she says, “I don’t have to worry about them meeting each other and comparing notes.  And I never get a rep!”  Another fellow consistently tells his girlfriend that he’s done less with each ex than he actually has.  “It works perfectly,” he says, “because then I’m not technically lying, and the girl never admits we’ve done more than I say.”

Still, this sort of tactic can backfire.  My girl friend Paige complains bitterly about guys who’ve told her that they “don’t hookup a lot” only to “mack it like a man-slut every weekend thereafter.”

“It kinda offends me,” she grumbles.  “Don’t they realize we all go to the same university?  I’m not blind!!”

Good point.  Be aware of the other person’s access to information when painting a picture that may be, well, less than accurate.  You don’t have to barrage your partner with an annotated list of your hooks ups since the 3rd grade—but you might not want to fictionalize your college years.  Heck, it’s probably common knowledge anyway.

Of course, some “common knowledge” is just blatant lying hardened into urban legend by countless drunken narrators.  “Ah, this place brings back memories,” joked one Hoya alum, “I told all my friends I hooked up over there, over there, over there … oh, and over there. ”

He should heed my friend Sarah’s warning for serial exaggerators: “Guys who blatantly lie about their number are like hyperinflation in Weimer Germany.  They lose all credibility, and any sexual prowess they may actually have becomes worthless.”  Nothing like a little political history analogy for those errant SFSers.  Oh, come on.  We know you haven’t slept with three Ambassadors’ daughters and both Bush twins.

In an environment that rewards “creative accounting,” how can one correctly determine the true sexual past of their partner?

American Pie’s “Rule of 3” (multiply girls’ #s by 3, divide guys’ #s by the same amount) only accounts for a limited number of circumstances. Use the following highly scientific equations for the rest:

If x = Number they say they’ve slept with, then the Actual Number for a …
Female = x + Number she wishes she hadn’t slept with
Graduate of a Catholic All-Girls High School = 0 + … no, actually, just 0
Male  = x – Number he says he’s slept with who don’t actually know his name or what he looks like
Freshman Male = x – x
Lacrosse Player = x + Number he would say he had slept with if he could count that high + Amount of times his name appears on the 2nd floor White-Gravenor bathroom wall
Wait a minute!  What about the importance of honesty?  Trust between two partners?  Concern over STDs?  Integrity, honor, and respect?  Do those values just fall to the wayside, bulldozed by the expediency of fulfilling sexual desires, looking good to your partner, putting your best (if false) sexual-foot forward?

Well … maybe.  Hold on to your Boy Scout badge and listen to these Georgetown students answer the question: “How many is ‘just right’?”
Steve: “I look for a girl who’s verifiably slept with more than seven guys—then I know I definitely have a shot!”

Whitney: “I’m a conservative Republican. That means two or less, baby!”

Ryan: “Oh, I don’t care as long as it’s ‘healthy number.’ What’s a healthy number? Umm … Hmm … Like two?”

Nicole: “Guy virgins at this age are really big turn-offs.”

Mike: “As long a the girl is smoking hot and she breaks guys’ hearts, then she can sleep with as many as she wants.  But she has to leave them sniveling heaps.”
Hmm.  Still think complete honesty is the best policy?

Just remember—it’s your history—to tell or not.  Don’t let it define you.  You aren’t your romantic mistakes.  You aren’t your flings, your relationships, your hook-ups or lack thereof.  You certainly aren’t your number.

That doesn’t mean people can’t or won’t judge you based upon it, or what they perceive it to be.  But that does mean that you should never let your past upstage your present.  Ultimately, it’s no one’s business but your own.

The best response?  “I never kiss and tell.”

With a wink, of course.

January 17, 2003

The Dos and Don'ts of Ex Sex

THE DOS AND DON'TS OF EX SEX
THE HOYA
SEX ON THE HILLTOP
JANUARY 17, 2003

If the Georgetown community had a condom for each time the phrase “Yeah, I hooked up with my ex over break,” was uttered on campus, no one on the Hilltop would ever have unsafe sex again.

That statement, often accompanied by an embarrassed, sheepish or triumphant giggle, has certainly earned the response “Who didn’t?”

Yes, at one point or another, everyone has Ex Sex.
Ex Sex is especially popular with the college crowd, as former significant others roam the country, returning home for breaks better-looking and/or more desperate, at which point you—who are obviously ridiculously good looking but not desperate at all—make the Ex Sex Break Booty Call.  You just want to see how they’re doing!  To reconnect!  To get ass!

Oh sure, you know that you “shouldn’t.”  But why not?  You broke up for emotional reasons, not physical. Maybe it’s been two weeks … three months … almost a year … four whole years!  You have to try it out!  After all, you already know what to expect. It’s familiar, comfortable.  Best of all, it won’t increase your number.  Yes, that number.

Depending upon the former flame, Ex Sex can be surprising, upsetting, fun, complicated or downright bad. Maybe she’s the Ex That Got Good Looking … or He’s the Ex That Gained Weight.  Perhaps he’s the Peter Pan Ex—he hasn’t changed at all and you dated him 8 years ago.  Maybe she’s the Ex You Finally Realized You Had Absolutely Nothing In Common With.

Worst of all, he might be the Stubborn Ex and steadfastly refuse to hook up with you—even when you beg!  I seem to have a lot of Stubborn Exes.  (I prefer not to think much about what that means.)

Of course, participants in Ex Sex have differing motivations as well as varied levels of enthusiasm for the act.

The hesitant are frequently convinced only by alcoholic consumption. They repent the next morning, and say things like “regret” and “bad” and “I-don’t-know-what-the-hell-I-was-thinking-this-can-never-happen-again-we-are-SO-over.”

Sure, you’re over.  Until the next time you both down seven shots of Captain Morgan’s.

The enthusiasts are significantly more fervent in their support for the activity—swearing that Ex Sex is the best thing they’ve discovered since … well, sex! These fans explain how “it’s only natural,” “it’s easy,” and “it’s familiar,” often accompanied by a Cheshire-cat like grin.  The grin is to emphasize the fact that they’ve gotten action and you—you who wait for an actual current partner—have not.

One Ex Sex aficionado explained his addiction with a reference most women can understand. “Let’s say Snickers is your favorite chocolate—you know the taste and you’ve had it before and it’s what you like best. One day you get a craving that just won’t go away, and you realize you have to have Snickers or you won’t get any sleep for the next week. And so you have the Snickers, even though you know it’s bad for you. But you definitely enjoy it while it lasts.”

Mmm … chocolate.

But be forewarned.  Not all Ex Sex is straightforward.  Take the case of my friend “John.”  After ending a problematic relationship last August, he referred to his ex only as “The Devil.”  (Some of his friends actually forgot the poor girl’s real name.)  Just last week, she called him out of the blue.  He promptly drove over to her place and slept with her.  Did the intimate event change things?

“No,” said John. “She’s still a bitch.”

Classy.  John is probably not a winning candidate for Ex Sex.

Still, many Ex Sex buffs would dismiss this case as an exception.  A friend of mine—a veritable “Ex Collector”—makes it a point to hook up with at least one old boyfriend during every break.  She says it “keeps her game fresh” and allows her to have guilt-free, safe and predictable hook ups during her “dry spells”—or heck, whenever she’s bored.  To her credit, the girl maintains impressively long friendships with nearly all of her former flames, a track record many would envy.

Another friend of mine recently hooked up with an old flame whom she hadn’t seen since high school. She remembered their liaisons as awkward petting sessions in parked cars, filled with bad-breath and braces.  Seeing her ex over New Years she was shocked—gone were the braces!  Gone was the bad breath!  Here was a New and Improved version, ready to go!

“It was just fun,” she says of their hook up.  “Satisfying and uncomplicated.  If only my boyfriend were as good!”

Of course, for every Ex Sex advocate, there’s a critic, ready to remind us all that “there is no such thing as ‘no-strings-attached-sex.’”  After all, there is a reason you’re exes … right??

In fact, “chances are,” one of my guy friends vehemently insists, “one person—and only one person—will still have feelings.”  Especially for recent break-ups, the danger is imminent—boundaries will become blurred, old wounds reopened, you both may wonder “what the difference is” between what you have now and what you had then, and it will definitely cause some sort of emotional strife.

A particularly clear-headed friend of mine reasoned that this sort of Ex Sex is generally a bad idea “because it holds you back and messes with your emotions—you completely forget why you broke up.”  She hooked up with her former boyfriend that very evening.

Another friend made the bad decision of hooking up with her ex before she had fully gotten over him.  At the time, she thought to herself, “How can this possibly be a good idea? There’s no way.”

“6 years later we’re still not talking,” she admits.

Obviously it depends on the ex and what your relationship was—and is.

Ex Sex - The Best Sex? Guidelines:
If you’re not totally over him, forget it.
If you really want get rid of her for good, forget it.
If you would describe your current relationship as “a huge complicated mess,” forget it.
If he’s prone to stalking, forget it.

If you know that there’s no way you’ll get back together, go for it.
If you live in opposite corners of the world, go for it.
If you want to make sure he really is that bad in bed … well, it’s your call.  But have some Captain Morgan's on hand just in case.